stress MODE ON

hi blogger, it's 10.50 pm now.
I suppose to be doing my work right now, suppose to prepare my self for tomorrow class. But what happened to me?
I am doing nothing the whole weekend, instead of doing my assignment and study for my coming test, I wasted the whole weekend! What a bad me! regretting is not the right thing at this time,
I really wish I could study over this weekend, but I didn't do so, I couldn't fight against my mind and my laziness. What I did was just a waste. Keep booming my mind with stuffs that cause me stress up!
have I told you that I have received my I20! something that I have been waited for so long! Finally I could get it this week, I am happy and excited because I can proceed now to the next step, the next step which will be harder and more complicated, VISA APPLICATION!
I hope I can get my student visa within this month, I wish my hope will come true.
Beside VISA, another thought blocked my mind over this weekend! it's a happy news, but cause a terrible stress to me right now.
Am I over thinking about this?
I am stress thinking about my trip with my family this coming July. I am suppose to be happy right? YES, ABSOLUTELY I DO EXCITED. TRUST ME! I just over thinking about this, it's happened all the time in my life, cause my self stress with something that I shouldn't think too much about it!
I just wish I could have another unforgettable trip with my family because it should be the momentous trip for me, it will be my last trip with them before I depart to the State.huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
What I want is just, I want my mom, dad, and sisters will be happy over the trip. no matter which places will be visited by us, as long as we stay and spend the time together. I don't even care if we don't go to Thailand.I don't mind even I have to skip many classes that I shouldn't be skipping!As long as all of them happy..That's all I need.

anyway, the last but not the least..for my lovely sister: love is on air! hahaahaha
for ceku: ceku I love u.
good night everyone...thanks for reading it!