Happy Saturday! Saturday will be ended again in 3 more hours. I think it will be a wasted weekend again. I really want to learn how to stop wasting my time because I keep wasting it if I have a spare time. Like today, suppose to study for Statistic, but I don't think I have done it perfectly. I did my assignment in behalf of my obligation, but I don't think I did it with the whole concentration.I just simply did it, without putting so much effort which I should actually do because I don't have enough time to prepare my self for the next test. Next week will be so path, some plans are progressing! This Monday I will be going to Wisma MCA to take my visa and I will spend the rest of the day in KL to do some preparations before my family arrival next week and to buy my air ticket. on the next day our club will be having mass celebration. So does Wednesday, I have to pick up my brother's friends in airport and accompany them for the next 3 days in KL. I guess it's a bit tough job for me, because none of them could actually speak English, so I have to communicate in mandarin with them with my limited Chinese vocabulary. I am scared that I couldn't catch up in the conversation, I really getting nervous now, but its challenge me too! Like what my brother told me before, be confident and just take it as practice so everything will be on the track. I surely will learn so much things from this trip!
After accompany them, the next 2 days will be the day that I have waited for so long! My family arrival in KL. I will not be attending my classes for the whole week. I hope that will be the nicest trip I have ever in my life. It will be my last trip with my family before I depart to America. Kind of sad to know that it's a true that I will never ever predict when will I have this kind of trip again once I go to America.
Cheer up my self! cheer up lien! your life must be going on, don't be so sad, don't be so disappointed, don't cry, just carry on your life! catch your dreams. I am so happy to know, once I feel so down, somebody will look for me, without me telling them that I need someone to talk to. It's one of the miracles that Jesus has passed to me, that what was in my thought. After so long, I didn't even contact with one of my high school's friend whom I used to talk to last time, he came and buzzed me. we talked and shared our stories, experiences, and dreams together. Thanks God that he really came to me on time, so I could feel much more better to continue my day. His suggestions, his words will always echoes in my ears, my mind and my heart. What a delightful conversation! "A hell of what people talk about you, as long as you do your best, because others might never know how hard have you been struggling!" I was stained by my tears when he said that sentence. I just feel that he really understand what I feel that time. Just a simple words I could say to him : "Thank you"
My life foundation is not hard enough to sustain my self to continue to survive, so I have to rebuild and reform my life's foundation for my survival!
I promise, I will. No matter how long I will be graduated, as long as I do my best in my study, everything will be OK. 23 years old was not too bad to get my Bachelor as long as what I do is the best I do as someone told me! Although I have to face the truth that My younger sister might be achieving her bachelor sooner than me and my friends might have a great experience in working force when I still studying. Come on lien, being late in completing your degree will never always shows that you are not capable! The next day will be harder than today, never stop work hard, ok?
10.10 pm. In approximately of next 11 hours from now will be the 6th month being together with ceku.
always and always love you
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
the D-DAY 26th of June 2008
Early in the morning 6.10 am, I was waken up by my alarm, without snoozing my alarm to continue my sleep, I reached my towel and took my shower. My heart was pumping so hard, finally it was the d-day, the day that I have waited for. I would be having my visa interview at 8.20am.I just feel that It was a judgment day for me, whether I can go to America or not will be decided after this interview. After dressed up myself, I went to Bus stop. I was going to embassy with tata, the time showed that we were going to be late, I really scared. Could we get there on time? I prayed, wishing that there would be no traffic jam and everything just fine. Jesus, never ever let me alone in any situations. He listened to me, I just arrived there on time. I just wanna wish Thank you to you God and thanks tata for calming down me when I was so panic.
When They called my name for my interview. My legs and my mind was like frozen.Once again, my fears occupied me. But thanks God, I successfully convinced the interviewer and he passed me a blue card.YEA222!! he asked me to collect my passport tomorrow.
I was so happy, that was bravo! finally, the way to USA is narrowed down, a little bit more to go.
but the bad news was I have to pay 60 bucks for taxi from KL central to Nilai because I didn't want to miss my Statistics class. I wouldn't miss my Statistic class without taking a taxi if the KTM works properly yesterday. They stopped the operations for 4 hours for the purpose of maintenance, by that time I would be late for my class.I cracked my head and decided to pay 60 bucks for my class! the good news, I was not late for my class.
Happily, I went to UPO and told Miss.Sri that I passed the interview. After that I got my self to work until 5pm.
The next 3 hours, I got my self again dressed up. Lepi and Erlina managed kind of farewell party for me (a bit hurry isn't it?) we went to BARCELONA. for the first time in my life, I stepped my legs to the club world in KL. I love the club, It is well designed, all the songs was nice, and all my friends danced crazily. OVERALL it was so fun!
really thank you for last night. Love you all.
gotta have my dinner,
see ya blogger.
When They called my name for my interview. My legs and my mind was like frozen.Once again, my fears occupied me. But thanks God, I successfully convinced the interviewer and he passed me a blue card.YEA222!! he asked me to collect my passport tomorrow.
I was so happy, that was bravo! finally, the way to USA is narrowed down, a little bit more to go.
but the bad news was I have to pay 60 bucks for taxi from KL central to Nilai because I didn't want to miss my Statistics class. I wouldn't miss my Statistic class without taking a taxi if the KTM works properly yesterday. They stopped the operations for 4 hours for the purpose of maintenance, by that time I would be late for my class.I cracked my head and decided to pay 60 bucks for my class! the good news, I was not late for my class.
Happily, I went to UPO and told Miss.Sri that I passed the interview. After that I got my self to work until 5pm.
The next 3 hours, I got my self again dressed up. Lepi and Erlina managed kind of farewell party for me (a bit hurry isn't it?) we went to BARCELONA. for the first time in my life, I stepped my legs to the club world in KL. I love the club, It is well designed, all the songs was nice, and all my friends danced crazily. OVERALL it was so fun!
really thank you for last night. Love you all.
gotta have my dinner,
see ya blogger.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
some photos taken within this few weeks
lepi n me *_* idol elimination in sport hall.
chin and me . narzis mode ON!
afamosa exploration with my friends from khuntien.
it was taken during the street party!
my friends from Taylor college are coming to join
the party. HOHOHO
chin and me . narzis mode ON!
afamosa exploration with my friends from khuntien.
it was taken during the street party!
my friends from Taylor college are coming to join
the party. HOHOHO
my great brother!
I really proud to say that I have such a lovely and adorable brother. The one who I always want to be and The one that who always motivate me. A talented and hardworking person, who never stop putting effort before and after he achieve his goals.
I really wish I could be someone like him one day as I wanted to thank him for everything that he has given to me. I PROMISE that I WILL work hard to chase all my dreams and never ever let the chances go from me. Although right now I am regretting about everything I have never done in my college life in INTI. I should have gained many experiences in organization that I DON'T. I only joined few organization and I only participated in a few events! how poor I am!
I should have improved my foreign language especially my mandarin that I DON'T. I just feel that I have wasted so much time...my time has gone and wouldn't be back.
Mean while my brother is the one who always spend his time precisely. He will never let his time to be wasted if he could! Time means knowledge for him, so he should gain all general things and stuffs that he don't understand. But he is not a NERD! he know well how to makes friends and he is friendly.
In a working area, I am sure his employees view him as a great boss as they called him as "TOKE", he always be a kind boss even though he won't be working together with his employees directly for most of the time. He is wise and flexible toward his employees, so his employees can easily talk and share with him. Lastly, an annual bonus trip will never be skipped by him, he will always appreciate the hard work of his employees by giving them a bonus holiday!
In my family, he is a backbone of my family right now. he has been funding me since I was in high school even though surely my parents still able to fund me and the rest of us. But he wanted to take over, so my parents can focus on the preparation of their retirement. You know? finally my mom and dad decided to retire by the end of last year, and now they are enjoying they life in khuntien with my lovely sister. He is the one who open a great wall for me to be a better person. I just want thanks you for everything you have done for all of us. We love You!
Not talking about others member of my family doesn't not mean they are not special,adorable and capable! BUT I just couldn't explain it in a simple way because my family is my life. I love you all...Special thanks to my Jesus Christ as I have been telling Him for my entire life, "Thanks Jesus for such a perfect family"
I LOVE YOU!
I really wish I could be someone like him one day as I wanted to thank him for everything that he has given to me. I PROMISE that I WILL work hard to chase all my dreams and never ever let the chances go from me. Although right now I am regretting about everything I have never done in my college life in INTI. I should have gained many experiences in organization that I DON'T. I only joined few organization and I only participated in a few events! how poor I am!
I should have improved my foreign language especially my mandarin that I DON'T. I just feel that I have wasted so much time...my time has gone and wouldn't be back.
Mean while my brother is the one who always spend his time precisely. He will never let his time to be wasted if he could! Time means knowledge for him, so he should gain all general things and stuffs that he don't understand. But he is not a NERD! he know well how to makes friends and he is friendly.
In a working area, I am sure his employees view him as a great boss as they called him as "TOKE", he always be a kind boss even though he won't be working together with his employees directly for most of the time. He is wise and flexible toward his employees, so his employees can easily talk and share with him. Lastly, an annual bonus trip will never be skipped by him, he will always appreciate the hard work of his employees by giving them a bonus holiday!
In my family, he is a backbone of my family right now. he has been funding me since I was in high school even though surely my parents still able to fund me and the rest of us. But he wanted to take over, so my parents can focus on the preparation of their retirement. You know? finally my mom and dad decided to retire by the end of last year, and now they are enjoying they life in khuntien with my lovely sister. He is the one who open a great wall for me to be a better person. I just want thanks you for everything you have done for all of us. We love You!
Not talking about others member of my family doesn't not mean they are not special,adorable and capable! BUT I just couldn't explain it in a simple way because my family is my life. I love you all...Special thanks to my Jesus Christ as I have been telling Him for my entire life, "Thanks Jesus for such a perfect family"
I LOVE YOU!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
a lesson to learn
finally after a busy week, I can get my self to do my favorite work; blogging.
I don't like to talk about a rude things in my blog, but REALLY...
I am not feeling well today and absolutely I am NOT HAPPY today. Listening to the goodbye day-YUI can't help me stop the tears...
one thing that makes me smile today was just chatting with my sister and imagining my trip next 3 weeks with my lovely family.
a rude sentence ruined my day! I hate my ego, why it should cause me angry! even it's really hurt me, I should be able to stand by it.
when we talk, don't judge people! don't simply pick a conclusion if at the end it might hurt someone!
try to be a good listener, even though surely I know that I am NOT perfect. At least I try to do the best I can. If I really hurt someone, I just wanna say sorry.
Sorry might also NOT enough if we keep repeating the same mistakes all the time, what we need when we do a mistake IS to learn from IT, Not to keep ourself saying sorry and repeats the same MISTAKES! that way will absolutely be a better action that we can do.
thank to someone who willing to listen to me today, I really appreciate all your comments and helps because I feel better after I talked to someone (plenisalwaysthebest)
maybe I need a time to be alone right now. I am not ready to talk to you.I am so sorry....
It's a lesson to learn.
get it?
I don't like to talk about a rude things in my blog, but REALLY...
I am not feeling well today and absolutely I am NOT HAPPY today. Listening to the goodbye day-YUI can't help me stop the tears...
one thing that makes me smile today was just chatting with my sister and imagining my trip next 3 weeks with my lovely family.
a rude sentence ruined my day! I hate my ego, why it should cause me angry! even it's really hurt me, I should be able to stand by it.
when we talk, don't judge people! don't simply pick a conclusion if at the end it might hurt someone!
try to be a good listener, even though surely I know that I am NOT perfect. At least I try to do the best I can. If I really hurt someone, I just wanna say sorry.
Sorry might also NOT enough if we keep repeating the same mistakes all the time, what we need when we do a mistake IS to learn from IT, Not to keep ourself saying sorry and repeats the same MISTAKES! that way will absolutely be a better action that we can do.
thank to someone who willing to listen to me today, I really appreciate all your comments and helps because I feel better after I talked to someone (plenisalwaysthebest)
maybe I need a time to be alone right now. I am not ready to talk to you.I am so sorry....
It's a lesson to learn.
get it?
special for ceku
happy birthday ceku..happy birthday ceku..happy birthday..happy birthday..happy birthday ceku..
16th of June 2008, a special day for ceku, turn to 20 years old. You are getting old, so you have to be more mature and independent. I wish you an everlasting happiness and a bright future.
Always and always be a loving and caring person and the most important you have to know how to control your self, and success for your diet program..
ceku have always be nice to people around you..thousand of my prayers for you, I wouldn't be able to describe all here..
those stars will represent every single prayer of mine for you!
love u always
lien
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
STA Test
hi blogger, meet you again here, thanks for giving up your time to read my blog.
I am not having a good day today, I had my STA first test and I think I ruined my test. Kind of sad right now, I have been studying hard for this paper, but at the end I still can not do well for the test.Maybe what I did is not hard enough, so I have to work even harder, I couldn't imagine if with only 2 subjects I still can not do well for this semester.
Do you know? I have been trying to love this subject even I know that I am quite weak in math calculation, I don't want to let my hatred to this subject ruined up my CGPA. NO! NO MORE! as I did last time. I really hope, by working harder from today, I can make it.
The Happy news is that I got an email from my adviser in Fresno, she told me that she will manage everything for me, so I can get my new I-20 by next week. finally, 1 problem is solved, hopefully the next step will go steadily. Pray for me!
left taking photo, ticket and interview..another few steps to go, ganbatte lien!
missing home today, I don't know how my family trip will be.I wanna let myself just not think about it. another prayer, I hope that my lovely sisters can do all the exam well. All the best for you both!
ok I think that's about me today..not feeling well right now.hohohoho
take care
I am not having a good day today, I had my STA first test and I think I ruined my test. Kind of sad right now, I have been studying hard for this paper, but at the end I still can not do well for the test.Maybe what I did is not hard enough, so I have to work even harder, I couldn't imagine if with only 2 subjects I still can not do well for this semester.
Do you know? I have been trying to love this subject even I know that I am quite weak in math calculation, I don't want to let my hatred to this subject ruined up my CGPA. NO! NO MORE! as I did last time. I really hope, by working harder from today, I can make it.
The Happy news is that I got an email from my adviser in Fresno, she told me that she will manage everything for me, so I can get my new I-20 by next week. finally, 1 problem is solved, hopefully the next step will go steadily. Pray for me!
left taking photo, ticket and interview..another few steps to go, ganbatte lien!
missing home today, I don't know how my family trip will be.I wanna let myself just not think about it. another prayer, I hope that my lovely sisters can do all the exam well. All the best for you both!
ok I think that's about me today..not feeling well right now.hohohoho
take care
Saturday, June 7, 2008
weekend
Happy weekend blog reader!! I hope you all have a nice weekend.
I could not say that I have a perfect weekend because number of events happened, sad, happy, crazy, careless, and stupid...
after work last Friday, I went to UPO and asked some questions to my adviser, I planned to study over this weekend and also finished up my VISA application, but I could not do so because some errors occurred and I don't understand why until I found the error today!
ended the Friday night without doing anything! Today, we planned a barbeque dinner, so wen went to GIANT this afternoon, preparing all the stuff needed for tonight barbeque.
I was damn tired after finished cutting all the spices, so I decided to sleep for a little while. I think that was a bad idea! right at the time I was in my dream world, my phone rang for many times and I didn't EVEN know~
I just feel that I seems like a sleeping pig.
my brother is the one who called me! I was really shocked and curious! I called him back, and he told me that I mistakenly typed a wrong birth date! what a careless me!
I was silent for quite long, regretting my mistake, if I did double check my application, it might not happened.
hukhukhukhuk...after ended the call. I was crying..as usual! I am a JERK!
I wish it's not happened, because it cause much trouble to me. I really feel sorry to my brother, and you know what? He didn't want me to feel sorry, he wanted me to learn something from that.
not to be careless and do finished something perfectly!
I don't know how to express my feeling at that time, koko..all I want you to know is that I really admire you! I wish I could be someone like you!
trust me, I will use the chances that you have given to me as well as I can, I will never let it burden me. I will try hard and show you that I really trying to use all the chances and never let them go...
I have to be someONE one day! because I dream so and I will fight for it, no matter how week and how hard I have to work! I will never stop trying. TRUST me.
koko, I AM PROUD OF YOU! THUMBS UP for my greatest brother!
anyway, thanks for all my friends, tonight was really a nice night...water battle always be our favorite game after we finished barbeque! hohohoho...
I LOVE YOU all so much..
I wish I can eat KImbab soon.I love it tante, lovely secret receipe and levi's LOMBOK for sure!
DAMN it, It even cause me CRIED!
will be uploading the photo when it's ready!
Ok?
hohohoh
good night, have to sleep now! I am going to church tomorrow morning! bubye!
catch up next time, see ya!
I could not say that I have a perfect weekend because number of events happened, sad, happy, crazy, careless, and stupid...
after work last Friday, I went to UPO and asked some questions to my adviser, I planned to study over this weekend and also finished up my VISA application, but I could not do so because some errors occurred and I don't understand why until I found the error today!
ended the Friday night without doing anything! Today, we planned a barbeque dinner, so wen went to GIANT this afternoon, preparing all the stuff needed for tonight barbeque.
I was damn tired after finished cutting all the spices, so I decided to sleep for a little while. I think that was a bad idea! right at the time I was in my dream world, my phone rang for many times and I didn't EVEN know~
I just feel that I seems like a sleeping pig.
my brother is the one who called me! I was really shocked and curious! I called him back, and he told me that I mistakenly typed a wrong birth date! what a careless me!
I was silent for quite long, regretting my mistake, if I did double check my application, it might not happened.
hukhukhukhuk...after ended the call. I was crying..as usual! I am a JERK!
I wish it's not happened, because it cause much trouble to me. I really feel sorry to my brother, and you know what? He didn't want me to feel sorry, he wanted me to learn something from that.
not to be careless and do finished something perfectly!
I don't know how to express my feeling at that time, koko..all I want you to know is that I really admire you! I wish I could be someone like you!
trust me, I will use the chances that you have given to me as well as I can, I will never let it burden me. I will try hard and show you that I really trying to use all the chances and never let them go...
I have to be someONE one day! because I dream so and I will fight for it, no matter how week and how hard I have to work! I will never stop trying. TRUST me.
koko, I AM PROUD OF YOU! THUMBS UP for my greatest brother!
anyway, thanks for all my friends, tonight was really a nice night...water battle always be our favorite game after we finished barbeque! hohohoho...
I LOVE YOU all so much..
I wish I can eat KImbab soon.I love it tante, lovely secret receipe and levi's LOMBOK for sure!
DAMN it, It even cause me CRIED!
will be uploading the photo when it's ready!
Ok?
hohohoh
good night, have to sleep now! I am going to church tomorrow morning! bubye!
catch up next time, see ya!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
IDOL
hi blogger! blogging at midnight time always be the best choice, the time before I ended up my day! how are you today? I have been trying to study for my paper since last weekend (trying hard) and finally it's done: Sociological perspective test one COMPLETED! excited and happy to start my day after my first class and test this morning, I went to work until 5pm, the time where I nearly forgot that I have the class representatives meeting, luckily my sister reminded me about the meeting. It was my first meeting because it's my first experience becoming a class representative. That was a huge meeting, I guess INTI population is getting larger and larger every semester. INTI becoming more and more popular, doesn't it? It was a short meeting, where we were just listening to the speakers Mr.Lim ho peng and Dr.Sia, and we were just filling up the survey and the suggestion form.
It really long day I feel. do you feel so? I am happy, my persuasion about BALI is works, today, Miss Mala (officer in OAR) asked me to manage a trip to Bali for this coming November! I am really really happy. I opened back my Bali's diary to make sure that I have noted all the places that I want them to visit once they reach BALI. I called bro Rino, asked his favors to be a tour guide once Miss Mala and friends reach Bali. Just trust me that you will say BALI is WONDERFUL when you have stopped there! Anyway, I just feel that I really love planning something especially for planning a trip! I even have managed my family's trip this coming July. May it be one of my talent?
After I ended my conversation with bro Rino in yahoo, quickly I run to sport hall, I was worried that I might miss out my friends performance. And yes, I did.Unfortunately, I really missed Norio Marshall Sekeon's performance. I AM SO SORRY riooo..
happily I didn't miss out Randy's performance. we were spirited in supporting Randy, shouting out our support to him. we love the songs that he sang tonight, that was really beautiful, sweet voice randy!
come to announcement of the finalists quite disappoint me, none of them were selected to the next round, I thought Rio and randy have performed best! what a weird decision! I am not telling that other contestants are not well performed, but at least I wish at least one of my Indonesian friend will step to the final!
let it happens! no matter none of them step up to the final, I still proud and realize that they are talented! *_* Yes, Indonesian should always entertain better compare to.....
I don't have to mention that! I hope you guys understand. Hidup Indonesia!
below are some photograph taken while we were waiting for randy's performance! I thanked to all my friends that showed the spirit of Indonesia! WE LOVE INDONESIA. HIDUP INDONESIA!
It really long day I feel. do you feel so? I am happy, my persuasion about BALI is works, today, Miss Mala (officer in OAR) asked me to manage a trip to Bali for this coming November! I am really really happy. I opened back my Bali's diary to make sure that I have noted all the places that I want them to visit once they reach BALI. I called bro Rino, asked his favors to be a tour guide once Miss Mala and friends reach Bali. Just trust me that you will say BALI is WONDERFUL when you have stopped there! Anyway, I just feel that I really love planning something especially for planning a trip! I even have managed my family's trip this coming July. May it be one of my talent?
After I ended my conversation with bro Rino in yahoo, quickly I run to sport hall, I was worried that I might miss out my friends performance. And yes, I did.Unfortunately, I really missed Norio Marshall Sekeon's performance. I AM SO SORRY riooo..
happily I didn't miss out Randy's performance. we were spirited in supporting Randy, shouting out our support to him. we love the songs that he sang tonight, that was really beautiful, sweet voice randy!
come to announcement of the finalists quite disappoint me, none of them were selected to the next round, I thought Rio and randy have performed best! what a weird decision! I am not telling that other contestants are not well performed, but at least I wish at least one of my Indonesian friend will step to the final!
let it happens! no matter none of them step up to the final, I still proud and realize that they are talented! *_* Yes, Indonesian should always entertain better compare to.....
I don't have to mention that! I hope you guys understand. Hidup Indonesia!
below are some photograph taken while we were waiting for randy's performance! I thanked to all my friends that showed the spirit of Indonesia! WE LOVE INDONESIA. HIDUP INDONESIA!
Sunday, June 1, 2008
stress MODE ON
hi blogger, it's 10.50 pm now.
I suppose to be doing my work right now, suppose to prepare my self for tomorrow class. But what happened to me?
I am doing nothing the whole weekend, instead of doing my assignment and study for my coming test, I wasted the whole weekend! What a bad me! regretting is not the right thing at this time,
I really wish I could study over this weekend, but I didn't do so, I couldn't fight against my mind and my laziness. What I did was just a waste. Keep booming my mind with stuffs that cause me stress up!
have I told you that I have received my I20! something that I have been waited for so long! Finally I could get it this week, I am happy and excited because I can proceed now to the next step, the next step which will be harder and more complicated, VISA APPLICATION!
I hope I can get my student visa within this month, I wish my hope will come true.
Beside VISA, another thought blocked my mind over this weekend! it's a happy news, but cause a terrible stress to me right now.
Am I over thinking about this?
I am stress thinking about my trip with my family this coming July. I am suppose to be happy right? YES, ABSOLUTELY I DO EXCITED. TRUST ME! I just over thinking about this, it's happened all the time in my life, cause my self stress with something that I shouldn't think too much about it!
I just wish I could have another unforgettable trip with my family because it should be the momentous trip for me, it will be my last trip with them before I depart to the State.huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
What I want is just, I want my mom, dad, and sisters will be happy over the trip. no matter which places will be visited by us, as long as we stay and spend the time together. I don't even care if we don't go to Thailand.I don't mind even I have to skip many classes that I shouldn't be skipping!As long as all of them happy..That's all I need.
anyway, the last but not the least..for my lovely sister: love is on air! hahaahaha
for ceku: ceku I love u.
good night everyone...thanks for reading it!
I suppose to be doing my work right now, suppose to prepare my self for tomorrow class. But what happened to me?
I am doing nothing the whole weekend, instead of doing my assignment and study for my coming test, I wasted the whole weekend! What a bad me! regretting is not the right thing at this time,
I really wish I could study over this weekend, but I didn't do so, I couldn't fight against my mind and my laziness. What I did was just a waste. Keep booming my mind with stuffs that cause me stress up!
have I told you that I have received my I20! something that I have been waited for so long! Finally I could get it this week, I am happy and excited because I can proceed now to the next step, the next step which will be harder and more complicated, VISA APPLICATION!
I hope I can get my student visa within this month, I wish my hope will come true.
Beside VISA, another thought blocked my mind over this weekend! it's a happy news, but cause a terrible stress to me right now.
Am I over thinking about this?
I am stress thinking about my trip with my family this coming July. I am suppose to be happy right? YES, ABSOLUTELY I DO EXCITED. TRUST ME! I just over thinking about this, it's happened all the time in my life, cause my self stress with something that I shouldn't think too much about it!
I just wish I could have another unforgettable trip with my family because it should be the momentous trip for me, it will be my last trip with them before I depart to the State.huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
What I want is just, I want my mom, dad, and sisters will be happy over the trip. no matter which places will be visited by us, as long as we stay and spend the time together. I don't even care if we don't go to Thailand.I don't mind even I have to skip many classes that I shouldn't be skipping!As long as all of them happy..That's all I need.
anyway, the last but not the least..for my lovely sister: love is on air! hahaahaha
for ceku: ceku I love u.
good night everyone...thanks for reading it!
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